it’s getting hot in here.
3.
for the last time, i asked my allan if it would be a much better idea if we re-scheduled our going home.
surely two more weeks of added time to prepare and clean the house and make sure that nothing important gets left behind.
of course his answer was/is/is gonna be NO.
and he is right on this one.
weird that, usually, when we go on trips, i am the one who makes certain that all goes well.
this trip is driving me nuts. craziness at its finest, people.
i have no desire, whatsoever, to participate in the cleaning and making sure that we get plenty of time to rest and check everything before we leave.
i have to distance myself from the last minute packing and cleaning.
this is proving to be very difficult for me.
good thing allan lets me be.
well, for the past 2 days he’s been letting me be.
before that it was like a constant battle between the two of us. each night would end with us walking out on each other.
3 days.
3 days.
oh, help me God.
3 days.
not enough time
nyt nyt
i am sleepy now.
so i will go to sleep.
sleep is good.
does this make you sleepy?
sleep tight, eekai.










